I first met Brad Johnson when I was in college. He was one of the most gifted communicators and leaders I had ever seen in action. He was also an incredible Godly man. Brad was already being nationally recognized for his abilities, but graciously took the time out of his schedule to meet with me on occasion. I always left those meetings encouraged and bit in awe of what God was doing in this man’s life.

Brad would go on to leave the church where I originally met him to serve in some of the largest churches in America.

I can’t explain the shock I felt one year ago when I heard that Brad was stepping down from his church because he had an affair. This week I read the following letter on his blog. My heart still aches for him and so many other pastors I know who are no longer in ministry due to similar situations

Monday, May 12, 2008
OPEN LETTER TO CALVARY COMMUNITY CHURCH

Open Letter to the Elders and to Calvary Community Church–
One year ago today, I spoke for the last time at Calvary. For the first time since I was 17, I have gone a year and have not spoken in a church, not served in a church, not volunteered in a church, and have not been asked to…just months ago, I began attending a church again (sit in the back, head down, anonymous.)

It seems like the one year mark would be a good time and place to write this letter. I am so sorry for the pain and emotional upheaval my life and actions have caused you and the precious bride of Christ.

I’m sorry for the deceptions, the irresponsibility, and the sin of adultery that came from my life and infected others. I assume full responsibility for my actions with no excuses and no rationalizations.

(CLICK HERE TO READ FULL LETTER)

As painful as this letter is for me to read, I have read it no less than ten times today. It seems Brad might have taught me more through his failure than he ever did through his success.

I’m thinking today that sin is a powerful thing. I’m thinking it could happen to ANYONE. I’m thinking sin brings immense pain into one’s life. I’m thinking of how sin can rob one of their family and their legacy. I’m thinking sin won’t send a Christian to hell, but it will bring hell to your life here on earth.

I’m thinking there are second chances. I’m thinking of the prodigal son. I’m thinking about the woman at the well. I’m thinking of the cross. I’m thinking God is a God of grace and mercy. I’m thinking of the depths of His love.

What are you thinking?

Pete